Instead of trying to understand that I am socially anxious and would prefer not to do business

especially with no warning or preparation

on a day that I was already simply anxious about going to school because I’m not really all that used to people anymore and it’s not of my own power that i can or can’t go

on a day where I don’t feelĀ confidentĀ and don’t feel like presenting myself to people

my mother has resorted to calling me lazy, unmotivated, retarded and “fucked up in the head”

Keep up the good job mother, I’m sure you’ve done nothing to add to me being the fuck up that I am.